why cant you figure it out?

When you feel like you might be depressed, full of anxiety, old problems you try to bury or deal with but are emotionally costly, eating problems, sleep problems, stress, irrational fears or thoughts, panic attacks, phobias, or anything else that at times I myself have felt most very commonly; but all of these problems can affect one another trigger them or even cause them. having multiple problems is hard to deal with but ever harder to pinpoint the cause. Is it memories affecting is it depression is anxiety what is it? No one knows! why? They affect each other too much to. Like a tree you need to get to the roots but the bigger the tree the longer it takes you can just chop it down when its that big. You have to start with the branches and work your way to the trunk of the tree which is like my mind in my opinion. once I finally do that maybe I will get to the roots be able to pull them out and plant a new better tree for my life; but for now I just keep hacking away at the trunk expecting to find somethings even if I get to the roots sometime there to big to handle on your own but to understand the kind and girth of the roots is the key. For now they are still underground and all this hacking has only waisted time and energy. maybe if I follow my own guidelines and start working on the branches I can work my way down to the roots. I doubt there small enough for me to take care of. Just maybe just maybe if i do something money is always needed =p but maybe if i get the rright tools i get the saw i get the ax to finally work on them.

Opi isnt well but will try to get better thanx to all who support me