Depression is very scary. I know! But you r doing the right thing by reaching out here on SG. There r many people here who care n want to support you however we can.! Know we r here. Do you currently see a therapist? I would consider doing so. You need to gain as much support ss u can! Stay strong. Good luck!

Hey i know depression and loneliness can seem overwhelming, and like their is nowhere to turn, their is always hope, and atleast if thats all u have it is something, i know what it is like to feel like one day in the future u will take ur own life, i fear i will oneday to, this is a g8 place to talk to ppl and make new friends, your never alone on here! Stay strong! Take care!

Keep coming here, reach out as much as you want. If you dont get any replies, try an different post. There are LOTS of people here who can help and give advice. These times are tough, but you are tougher! You WILLget throught it. If you can get a counselor, that would be good too! Take care of yourself and try not to imagine killing yourself, if you can stop thinking of it, try anyway. Replabce it with a visualization of a goal that you want to acomplish here on earth, maybe if you can plan the details of something you want to do, a trip or idk, try to replace those thoughts if possible! We cARE!!!